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It’s been four months since I last saw Kara.
It still shocks me everyday, knowing that I will never physically see her again. I’m glad I got to see her on my birthday! She was supposed to go to Vegas that weekend and I’m so happy she didn’t! Even if it was for a short time, it really meant a lot to me. I’d invite her to my family parties and if she had plans, she’d still stop by and say hi but wouldn’t come in because she said she looked like a hooker cause she was going to downtown that night. I’ll miss those short visits.
These past few days have been really getting to me. I find myself breaking down every time I see her picture or hear a song that reminds me of her. So many unanswered questions. Why? Why you? Fuck. Why did that guy have to run that stupid red light?!?! Fuckin’ idiot!!
I’ll never get to know how her New York trip was. I’ll never get to see her in her Hello Kitty Scrubs. I’ll never know how life would be when we got both got married, have kids, grow old together or even know what it’s like move out on our own!
I’ll never know a lot of things…
You were taken away from us way too soon. It’s just not the same without you Kara. I fall asleep every night, hoping you come visit me in my dreams. But hey, “I’m sure view from Heaven sure beats the hell down here.”
Miss you.
