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We’d say that to eachother if we haven’t seen each other in a while. You wouldnt take “we’re just too busy” as an excuse. I regret not going out with you when you asked because I was tired. I always thought…”Man, how does she go out on the WEEKDAYS?!” Lately, I’ve been doing it and man it’s so much fun! It’s like a mini-vacation after work. You really knew how to live life to the fullest.
We played Cranium tonight. You loved that game. I always wanted you to do the Charades game cause I loved watching you act your crazy self! Man Kara…I really wish you were around. I still get those times where I just cry out of nowhere whenever I think about you. I know I shouldn’t think about you passing and instead think about the good times we shared, but I just cant help it! I’m selfish. Yes, I am…I want you here…RIGHT NOW!!! I still don’t understand and still can’t/don’t want to believe it.
I have pictures of you by my bed and look at them everynight. I don’t ever want to forget you and your beautiful face. You always said you had pimples and that you’re face was ugly. It never was! I’d date you ;) haha. Driving to work and back is the worste. Just me and the radio brings so much memories of you. I hate Tuesdays. I hate passing by that intersection.
I just want you to know that I take you with me wherever I go. I didn’t realize how much you’ve affected me. You were the first that introduced me to the Victoria’s Secret T-Shirt bra, Dior Mascara and Shuerma Eyelash curler. :) Thank you! Can’t live without those things!
It’s your birthday next month and you would be planning it by now, asking me where and what should we do?! You always had a big bash for your birthday. Don’t worry it wont stop…we’ll have something bigger than great for you!! ONYX? Ha, you knew how much I hated that place…now that I think about it, it’s not that bad. I was a grouchy old hag at the time.
Kara, there’s so much that I want to tell you! Aaaah! It’s driving me nuts! It’s really hard to hold it in sometimes. Especially when I see a group of girls or two bestfriends walking together…Ugh…Honestly, you’ve really made me a stronger person. I just hate that it had to be at your expense to make me realize how strong of a person I really am and how crucial it is to make the most out of life.
Who else is going to tell me when I’m being a bitch? Or being over dramatic? Or come to my rescue when I just need someone to talk to. You always knew what to say. Even though we weren’t on the same page, I look back and realize that you were right all along. You weren’t afraid to tell the truth, even when it hurt me or the both of us. You’ve taught me so much Kara. Communication is key. It resolves everything. No matter what argument we got into we always overcame it. Although we may be stubborn at times, we both knew that we should just squash it and just “cherish our friendship while we have it.” You and your quotes! Aah I love em!!
Anyway Kara…I just miss you!! More and more everyday.
I love you with all my heart,
Len
